Yesterday Once More
The day after she gives a non-committal answer to her boyfriend HENRY (late 20s)’s proposal, BEA (late 20s) wakes up beside him to the last call she’ll ever receive from her grandmother – or so she thinks. Bea relives this day that her grandmother dies and must choose whether to stay in the time loop to keep her grandmother alive in her reality, or break the cycle to start a new life with Henry while still mourning her grandmother’s death.
Cast:
BEA
HENRY
GRANDMOTHER
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING
The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. BEA (late 20s) awakes to her boyfriend, HENRY (late 20s), handing her a ringing phone.
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HENRY
(softly)
It’s your g-
BEA
(curtly)
I know.
Bea slips out of bed with her phone to her ear, walking to the kitchen.
BEA
Hi Grandma.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Bea sweetheart, how are you? How
was your-
She glances at a closed ring box on the kitchen counter.
BEA
I don’t want to talk about it,
Gram. I don’t know anything
anymore.
(blankly)
I - I gotta let you go, alright?
I love you forever. Talk soon.
Bea hangs up the phone. She curls up into a ball in the corner of the kitchen and closes her eyes.
The life her and Henry built together at the apartment - different photos, trinkets, and memories - surround her as she tries to block out the world.
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INT. KITCHEN - LATER
Bea wakes up to her phone ringing once more, this time at exactly 2:53PM. She stares at the wall, eyes unfocused, and almost seems to expect the call. She doesn’t make any move to answer the phone and instead just lets it ring.
HENRY
What was that?
BEA
My grandmother died. Shower
accident.
HENRY
(cautiously)
I’m - I’m so sorry, Bea. God,
that’s awful.
​
He takes a step towards the couch, as if to comfort her, but retracts just as quick.
HENRY (CONT’D)
About last night, I-
BEA
Don’t. I don’t - I can’t do that
right now, Henry. Please.
HENRY
Alright.
​
Bea goes to bed alone.
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING
The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. Bea awakes to her boyfriend, Henry, handing her a ringing phone.
HENRY
(softly)
It’s your grandmother.
Bea wordlessly takes the phone from him. She sighs and answers the call.
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING
The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. Bea awakes to Henry handing her a ringing phone.
HENRY
(softly)
It’s your grandmother.
She takes the phone from him silently and maneuvers to the kitchen once more.
BEA
Hi Gram.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Bea sweetheart, how are you? How
was your... Your night? Did
anything...
Bea is quiet this time, walking into the bathroom with her phone cradled on her shoulder, choosing to ignore her grandmother’s question.
BEA
How was your night?
​
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Oh. Oh no, Bea. I... You can tell
me anything, you know that,
right?
She pauses at her face in the mirror; Bea is bedraggled. Her eyes appear lifeless and her face looks sunken.
BEA
Do you - do you think about
death?
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Good Lord. Why do you ask? You’re
not - you’re safe, right?
BEA
(swallows)
Yeah, I’m sorry, I’m just...
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
I don’t think too much about that
whole thing.
BEA
No?
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
No, not really. I’ll die when I
die.
(chuckles)
Should I be thinking about death?
Bea hesitates, blinking into the mirror.
Montage of Bea attempting to save her grandmother’s life. - Bea sending 911 to her grandmother’s house
- Bea demanding her grandmother not to shower
- Bea attempting to drive to her house to save her in time- Bea staying on the phone while her grandmother showers - Bea calling her and telling her she’s going to die - Bea insisting she needs her grandmother immediately because of an emergency, staying on the phone with her grandmother while she gets in the car, and eventually gets into an accident
Regardless, Bea receives word that her grandmother has died every time at 2:53PM.
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BEA
(swallowing)
No. No, it’s okay. I’m sorry.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
I do wonder what will happen
after, yes, but not for myself.
If it were up to me, I’d be
partying with Elvis, but whatever
happens isn’t up to me, hon. But
I think about what will happen to
you. Without me. Especially with
your mother
Bea clutches her wrist to her wavering lips.
BEA
I have to go, Gram.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Alright, honey. I should get
going too. I love you, Bea. See
you soon.
The line goes dead.
She clutches the phone to her chest, letting the silent tears flow down her cheeks. In a split decision, she locks the door and begins scrambling through the medicine cabinet in the bathroom, pulling pill bottle after pill bottle out. Bea fights with the protective lock and knocks back handfuls, gasping sobs escaping her body.
​
Henry frantically pounds on the bathroom door.
HENRY
BEA? Bea, what’s going on? Talk
to me, Bea.
Bea crumples to the floor against the door, fading to black.
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING
The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. Bea awakes to Henry handing her a ringing phone.
HENRY
(softly)
It’s your grandmother.
Bea subtly touches her pulse, breathing heavily. She wordlessly takes the phone and heads to the kitchen.
BEA
Hi, Gram.
While her grandmother talks, Bea’s shoulders are slumped, head downturned.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Bea sweetheart, how are you? How
was your... Your night? Did
anything...
​
BEA
(shaking)
I’m trapped in a nightmare. I
tried to... I almost... But then
I woke up, I always wake up, I- I
don’t know why I did it, I don’t
know, and I didn’t answer his
proposal and I don’t know why, I
don’t know anything anymore, I
don’t know anything.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
It’ll be alright. Everything
works itself out eventually.
BEA
How- how can you be so sure? Life
feels impossible. I’m in a- I
mean, life feels like I’m in a
loop and I have no idea how to
solve it. What to do to get out
of it. And I want to, I realize
that now. I want to get out. I
want to get out of it so bad.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Life isn’t something you can
solve.
BEA
You have it solved, though! You
had a long, happy marriage and
kids and grandkids and you just
kept going forward. How am I
supposed to do that?
Her grandmother laughs.
​
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
I have life solved? Honey Bea, no
one has life solved. You know,
the first time your grandfather
proposed, I told him to ask me in
a year, presuming he didn’t piss
me off.
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BEA
What?
Bea begins to make herself a coffee, shoulders less slouched. Out of habit, she makes Henry a cup too.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
And a few years down the line,
after your mother was born, I
stormed right out on him. Took
your mom with me. He was furious.
BEA
I never knew that. Why didn’t you
tell me?
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
It’s not important now. Like you
said, I just kept moving forward.
(beat)
When I decided to be with your
grandfather, I realized how silly
everything was. It’s very easy to
overcomplicate that sort of
thing.
Henry enters the kitchen and notices the cup of coffee Bea made for him on the counter, just the way he likes it. Bea watches him take a sip, eyes closed and body shifted away from her.
GRANDMOTHER (CONT’D)
Is that Henry? Oh, tell him I say
hello. And Bea?
BEA
Hm?
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Talk to him about the proposal.
For both of your sakes’.
She hangs up the phone, leaving Bea in silence with Henry.
Bea sits on the floor sipping her coffee and eventually Henry joins her. The stillness and sipping grows awkward. They barely touch, just shirt sleeves and thighs.
BEA
(looking into her coffee)
Hi.
(beat)
Why’d you propose?
HENRY
(sardonically)
Why’d I- why does anyone propose,
Bea?
BEA
I don’t know, it’s just a
question.
HENRY
Well, it’s because I love you.
You know, the reason most people
propose.
BEA
But why?
HENRY
(frustrated)
Why do I love you?
He jumps up to his feet, splashing some of his coffee.
HENRY (CONT’D)
Sometimes you’re so... so...
BEA
What? I’m what?
They’re in each other’s faces now.
HENRY
FRUSTRATING! You’re frustrating,
Bea! Why do I need a why? Why
can’t I just be in love with you
because?
They are yelling and huffing angry breaths.
BEA
It doesn’t work like that, Henry.
You can’t just jump into
something without knowing the
why. Everything has consequences
and God, how do you not get that?
I mean, if you can’t even think
of why you proposed to me, how
are we supposed to last longer
than
HENRY
I proposed to you because I saw
you slip on that fucking
nightgown you’ve had since we met
in college. I proposed to you
because I saw you getting into
your pajamas in our room in our
apartment. I realized that I
wanted to see you getting into
your pajamas at the beginning of
every night and I wanted to wake
up with you next to me every
morning.
Bea falters, her chest heaving up and down, a crack in her expression.
HENRY (CONT’D)
And this is not just a spur of
the moment thing, Bea. The ring’s
been sitting in my goddamn drawer
wrapped in those fucking smiley
face socks you bought me that I
never wear! For weeks! I just
couldn’t decide when or how to do
it, but I realized when you love
someone, that part really doesn’t
matter, does it?
They look at each other with flames behind their eyes,
Henry’s hands trembling. Bea takes a shaky breath and breaks down. Absolutely sobbing, she crumples into his outstretched arms while he rocks her, shushing into her hair.
BEA
(hiccuping)
My grandmother died. She- she
dies every day. She’s going to
die within the next few hours.
You wake me up, h-handing me my
phone. I don’t know what’s
happening, I just keep reliving
and reliving. Every day, 2:53PM,
that goddamn phone call. That’s
how I find out. I don’t know what
t-to do. I’m living in a time
loop, I know it’s not possible,
not real, not reality, and I feel
like I’m going batshit and I-I-I
just keep crying and sitting and
I feel so fucking lonely and I
don’t know why I didn’t respond
to you, I... I...
She clutches him for dear life, like if she lets go he’ll disappear.
HENRY
Shh. Shh, my Bea, it’s going to
be okay. It’s okay.
Bea lifts her head.
BEA
(cries out)
How? How is any of this okay? I
just told you I’m a walking
groundhog day and you just say
it’s okay? I’m fucking insane, I
HENRY
If you say you’re reliving the
same day, then I believe you.
Silence.
BEA
Henry - I am living the same day
over and over and over. It isn’t
possible. Every day when you wake
me up, I just stare at you and
wonder if you’re going to say
something other than “It’s your
grandmother” with the goddamn
phone in my face but it’s always
the same. I’m just reliving.
Always. Every. Single. Day.
HENRY
We will figure this out.
She takes a step back and pushes his chest with both hands.
BEA (CONT’D)
Why do you believe me? I’m losing
my fucking mind, Henry. I’m
losing my fucking mind, and
you’re just okay with that? I
don’t deserve your understanding,
I don’t-
HENRY
What did the other mes say? In
those other realities? What’d I
say when you told me about this?
BEA
(quietly)
I haven’t.
Henry takes a step closer to Bea, tentative, as if she were a scared animal.
BEA (CONT’D)
I haven’t told you before. This
is the first time.
(beat)
I tried to stop it, end the loop.
Yesterday. Today. It’s all the
same. But I attempted and instead
of just... y’know, I woke up to
you next to me like it’d never
happened. And I’m glad it didn’t
work, I am, but it just feels
like nothing I do can get me out
of this- this- this-
They’re silent, breath on skin, fingertips itching to reach.
HENRY
Give me your phone.
BEA
Huh?
​
She just blinks up at him.
HENRY
You said you get the call
sometime around two?
Bea nods.
HENRY (CONT’D)
(holding his hand to her)
C’mon. Leave the phone. Let’s get out of here.
​
BEA
I haven’t... I haven’t showered
this morning, and we haven’t
changed, I’m still in my nightgo
HENRY
If this is a time loop, nothing
we do matters, then. Everything
will just reset.
BEA
Nothing I do matters. But it’s
not a time loop for you. This
reality matters to you, to your
life. Whatever you do here
actually has an effect on your
tomorrow.
HENRY
The only thing that matters to
me, right now, is that I did
everything I could to make things
okay. My tomorrow in any reality
doesn’t exist without you, Bea.
BEA
God, Henry. You’re killing me.
Henry, wearing flannel pajama bottoms and Bea, wearing that silk nightgown, head into the city. Henry cautiously links fingers with her and leads them outside.
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Montage of Bea and Henry acting as a couple for the first time in many time loops.
- Riding on the train
- Playing with each other’s hands
- Walking through a park, laughing
- Listening to live music on the street
- Eating different street foods
- Poking around different shops
They do whatever they want because, in their reality, nothing matters.
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INT. TRAIN - NIGHT
Colors whip by as they sit side-by-side on the train headed home. The windows appear blurry, hazy nightlife surrounding them. Bea’s head rests on Henry’s shoulder, their intertwined hands twisting.
BEA
What would you do if you were
reliving the same day?
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HENRY
(beat)
Do I get to pick the day?
Bea jokingly punches his shoulder.
BEA
(laughing)
Just answer the question.
HENRY
Well, I’d choose the day after we
first moved in together.
BEA
Hmm, interesting. Explain.
HENRY
I mean, we made breakfast
together from the four
ingredients we had in the fridge,
sat on our floor-mattress,
watched movies from my laptop
because we didn’t have the TV
yet, and we just laid and talked.
I think I’d wanna do that. I
don’t know, I guess I’ve just...
never felt happier.
Bea recalls this day vaguely as he describes it.
BEA
(teasing)
You’re just trying to con me into
saying yes.
Bea wiggles her ring finger in front of his face.
HENRY
(smirks)
Thought I’d give it a try.
(beat)
But seriously though, I’d relive
that day. I mean, I wouldn’t
always enjoy it. Y’know, it’d get
exhausting. Just living the
perfect day over and over and
over.
BEA
Yeah.
HENRY
I’d wanna fight. Have bad days with you, have better days with you.
​
Bea wraps her arm around his and snuggles into his chest.
BEA
This is the first day in a lot of
the same days that I finally
feel...
HENRY
Yeah.
​
She swallows.
BEA
I feel guilty. That I feel happy.
HENRY
It’s okay to be happy. Even when
you feel like you’re not allowed.
The rest of the train ride is silent. They people watch, breathing in sync, and grasp at each other’s hands.
The train comes to a stop and they get off, walking side-by side as Henry finagles the key into the apartment.
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INT. BEDROOM - NIGHT
Bea bites her lip, slipping off her shoes and sliding into their bed. Henry strips off his shirt and joins, facing her on the other side. Their noses nearly brush and Bea reaches to brush the hair out of Henry’s face.
BEA
(whispers)
You’re not going to remember
this.
HENRY
Maybe I will.
BEA
You won’t.
HENRY
But you will.
BEA
(swallows)
I will.
Henry lays a lingering kiss on Bea’s forehead and she lets a tear escape down her cheek.
They sit in silence as they slowly drift into sleep.
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING 10 The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. Bea awakes to Henry handing her a ringing phone.
HENRY
(softly)
It’s your grandmother.
Bea’s lip wavers and she chokes back a sob, letting the phone ring in front of her while held by Henry. Finally she takes the phone on the last ring, answering the call.
BEA
(shakily)
Hi Gram.
Henry closes his eyes again as Bea moves off of the bed. She stands in the doorway watching him fall back asleep.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Bea sweetheart, how are you? How
was your... Your night? Did
anything...
BEA
I had a great night, Gram. It
was- it was the happiest I’ve
been in a long time.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Did Henry, uh...
BEA
I- I didn’t answer him. I don’t
know why, I just... and I know he
loves me, I do...
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Oh. Oh, Bea, I’m sorry. Oh, that
poor boy was so nervous when he
spoke with me about it.
BEA
He told you about the proposal?
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Of course he did. He asked me if
he had my blessing. He said he
knew how important I was to you
and wanted my okay.
BEA
Really?
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Well, with your mother not really
in the picture, I guess he wanted
someone’s approval. Not that he
needs it, which I told him, but
it seemed important to him.
BEA
He’s never told me he spoke with
you.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
We don’t need to talk about Henry
if it’s a sore subject right now,
Sweet Bea. You don’t need to know
your answer if you’re not ready
to give one.
BEA
God.(beat)
I’m afraid I rely on other people
too much. Like you and Henry.
Silence on the other end.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
When your mother left, you were
so strong.
BEA
I didn’t have an option.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Yes, you did. You always have an
option. Bea, you were so young,
but you were so strong. You’re
allowed to have support, to have
someone you love to lean on when
you need it. That doesn’t make
you weak.
BEA
You’re gonna leave me, Gram. The the day’s gonna come and you’re gonna leave me, just like she
did, just like he eventually
will. I don’t know how much more
I can take.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
Bea, I’ll never leave you. Even
when I’m dead, I’m not really
gone. Love, real love, doesn’t
stop. It just manifests itself in
different ways.
(beat)
And that boy truly loves you.
Don’t focus on the past when the
present feels scary.
Henry enters, grabbing the coffee that Bea left on the
counter for him, and sits at the table, scrolling on his phone, glancing at her sideways.
​
BEA
(tearfully)
Gram, I have to go, okay? I love
you.
GRANDMOTHER (O.S.)
I love you too, sweet Bea.
Bea shakily ends the call, lip trembling, and looks up at Henry, scooting closer to his chair. She rests her forehead on his leg, his fingers combing through her hair slowly.
BEA
Do you remember the day after we
moved here?
HENRY
Uh - yeah, yes. We made terrible
omelets and watched movies,
right?
(beat)
We didn’t have a bed frame yet.
Or a sofa.
BEA
Can... Can we...?
Henry glances at the ring open on the counter behind Bea, He looks back at her and stands, wordlessly holding out his hand to her.
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Montage of Bea and Henry “reliving” the day that Henry had claimed he’d choose to relive.
- Making crappy omelets
- Watching movies with popcorn
- Cuddling with each other
- Teasing each other with tears of laughter rolling down their cheeks
The ring stays on the kitchen counter, untouched. Night rolls around and they are sitting in the living room, Bea’s head on Henry’s lap.
BEA
I don’t expect you to believe me.
You don’t have to, but I feel
like I owe it to you.
HENRY
Okay...
BEA
I’m living in a time loop.
HENRY
(raises eyebrows)
Oh, yeah?
BEA
(quietly)
I’m serious. I know it sounds
stupid and made up, but last time I told you, you believed me and it felt nice. Nice knowing that
someone else knew.
HENRY
So how long have you been in this loop?
BEA
I lost track sometime a month in. I’m probably around ninety days now. I think I could answer
nearly all of today’s Jeopardy
questions at this point.
HENRY
Jesus, Bea. Why aren’t you, I
don’t know, out winning the
lottery or something? Have you
tried to stop it? I don’t know,
get out?
BEA
I tried one time, I guess. To
leave. But it’s... hard.
​
A pensive pause.
HENRY
(softly)
Do you ever answer me?
(beat)
About the proposal?
Bea turns her head to face him.
BEA
I don’t want to talk about this.
HENRY
Why? Tell me. Tell me what you’re thinking.
Bea sits up, crossing her legs and looking at Henry.
BEA
I just need time. To think.
HENRY
Talk to me. Think with me.
​
Bea begins to step off the couch, heading towards the door.
​
BEA
Don’t.
​
Henry gets up to follow her and she takes off into the night. He follows her with a handful of paces between them.
HENRY
You always do this, Bea. You run
from things. You’re going to have
to deal with this shit at some
point.
BEA
(halts)
Do not tell me what I do or don’t
do.
HENRY
The proposal conversation,
getting out of this time loop
thing, if it’s real
BEA
I knew you didn’t believe me. I
knew it.
HENRY
I don’t know, it’s just... Bea,
you live in the past so much, I
think you’ve always lived in a
sort of time loop. You like being
stuck - when you’re stuck, you
don’t have to deal with change.
Bea is crying hot, angry tears. Cars rush by them, light from the city dancing on their skin. Silence engulfs the pair.
BEA
No. No, no, no.
HENRY
(regretful)
I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Bea. I didn’t
Henry takes a step closer, reaching for Bea but she shoves him against his chest. He falters, nearly stumbling into traffic. There’s a considerable space between the two now.
BEA
No, I will not marry you, Henry.
(beat)
Please leave.
HENRY
I-
BEA
Stay at a friends’ house tonight.
Your parents’ house. I don’t care
where you go, but don’t you dare
follow me home.
(beat)
Goodnight, Henry.
Bea turns her back to him and storms back to the apartment, leaving Henry in the city alone.
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING
The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. Bea awakes to Henry handing her a ringing phone.
HENRY
(softly)
It’s your grandmother.
Bea wordlessly takes the phone and leaves.
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Montage of Bea waking up in the time loop over and over and over again, just going through the motions. She’s living in a shell of herself, unable to face Henry or her grandmother’s death.
At night, days after this cycle, Bea finds herself in the bathroom again, staring into the mirror. She glances at the pills, turns them over in her hand, and puts them back in the cabinet. She climbs into bed where Henry is already asleep and just stares at him.
BEA
(whispers)
I don’t feel stuck when I’m with
you and that is fucking
terrifying.
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INT. BEDROOM - MORNING
The clock by the bed reads 11:52AM. Bea awakes to Henry handing her a ringing phone.
19.
HENRY
(softly)
It’s your grandmother.
The ringing persists. Bea just stares at the phone, then back at Henry.
​
HENRY (CONT’D)
Bea?
BEA
It’s okay, just go back to bed.
I- (beat)
I’ll call her back tomorrow.
Bea sends the phone to voicemail for the first time.
She waits for Henry to fall back asleep and then skitters to the kitchen. As she inspects the ring left in the box on the counter, the voicemail her grandmother left her plays in the background. She’s crying softly, letting the tears run over her cheeks.
GRANDMOTHER (V.O.)
Hi honey, just calling to see how
your night was. I was just
curious if anything exciting
happened. But regardless... I’m
just so proud of you, and give
your Henry all my love.
Bea puts the ring on her finger and holds it up to the light.
GRANDMOTHER (CONT’D)
I love you, sweet Bea. Alright,
I’ll see you soon. Call me back
when you get a chance. Buh-bye.
As the voicemail reaches the end, Bea has reentered the bedroom and kneels beside Henry on the bed. She raises the small ring box to his eye level, trembling, when Henry’s eyes blink open. Henry gazes at her with uncertainty while Bea looks at him with a soft smile and a raised eyebrow. The pair stares at each other in a comfortable silence.
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THE END.